hais.... thought before can at least see you one more time, its not really too
demanding right? i just...feel like unfair..i mean...frens ask you out last min, you straight go out, nv at least leave me a text, i know ur phone text cost money..
i woke up blur blur silly silly sit on my bed, stare at my com...hoping it will say,
''huajie soh has signed in''
i thought you went to buy stuff or wht, i waiting for like half an hour....but didn't see you.. i thought something happen, worry, quickly grab phone, ignore all my other text, press on ur name and texted you..thn you tell me you went out with frens, i was like, WHT THE... could have inform me right..i thought something has happened to you..
you asked me am i going out tomo..and i happily said yes! haha, thn i asked you wan to like go out with me to shopping? i know guys hate girls shopping, but i just can't help but to feel so sour as to compare me to your frens..I SWEAR I FEEL DAMN SAD..DAMN SOUR IN THE HEART.. its just over month, and ITS THE HAPPIEST ONE MONTH I'VE EVER HAD..
i don't wan anything to happen to this relationship..i really hope so.. praying so hard everyday..everynight before i go to bed, every morning i wake up too..
i know i get jealous easily.. i'm trying to get rid of it, i'm trying my very best i swear..i just hope after you read this you will understand, I'M NOT BEING ANGRY AT YOU..i just feel damn sour in my heart...<3
