this is so tiring..

i just..wanna find a good and caring bf..WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT?? i don't get it..just really to find a nice bf..that is willing to go shopping with me,holding my hands tightly, hug me when i need him..when i'm sad,he will cheer me up..seriously,thts all i need..c'mon man..guess i still have not found the guy tht i really need..i'm just..hais..he does not need to be super handsome..he does not need to be rich..and i just need him to be caring towards me..siannn